NO MORE BLOG–SOFTWARE TOO SCREWED UP”– (but everything is screwed up anyway, in Eugene Oregon)



(representational piece of modern art, trying to represent GO DUCKS – – bought from Oregon artists)

The reason I am bitching and moaning and saying that I’m dumping my word press blog , are the following raisins: (snicker snicker).confidentwalk (1)

In the first place,I can’t find any way to fix this stupid word press frame on my blog, which is way too wide now, and I can’t fix it so that I can type on it properly.

Plus, when you try to leave the page,the sticker comes on:”You don’t want to leave the page do you?DON’T GO!! You will erase any changes!(which is what I was trying to do.) NO!! do not leave the page!:” and when i hit the button”leave the page,”it REFUSES TO LEAVE THE PAGE!!act13.gifbumpcrazy

YEAH. it freezes my whole screen, so I cannot leave the page! I cannot turn off the computer,or close it!!HA HA. WORDPRESS, you really fixed it, so no one can leave the page–you’re so scared they will erase their changes—which is what we’re trying to do! If we leave the page,we can erase the wrong changes we made, you dumpkoffs!! But you think we’re the ones screwing up!! So you fixed the “do not leave the page or you’ll erase your changes” so we cannot LEAVE the page at all!! We cannot turn off the computer screen!! Wow, what power and knowledge you guys have!! You made up our minds for us.  You wankers. (more raisins for you, snicker.)  I finally had to force the computer to close. ha ha. No, I’m not mad–yet. But I’m going in that direction.  :)

That is a big bad Wolf of my WordPress,.org, totally un- read by anybody on the web blog. Which they did not warn me about, when they gave me a blog. They never told me, nobody would ever read it because it

So now I have the whole job literally of transferring the whole thing over to Which is still free supposedly. But, if you look up all your instructions for doing this, you may as well go out and get a degree in computer software. Which I don’t want to do right now I am too old and I would die before it was done. Plus, the arthritis in my hands would not hold up for that._boxer__by_jSepia

So let’s start complaining about WordPress right now.I think that would be a very good idea. In the first place, okay word press, why didn’t you tell me that if I, for WordPress nobody the hell would ever read it? And it’s definitely not getting read. It’s probably because it’s not a very good blog, but it’s also not in the mainstream of anyway that’s what somebody recently told me and gave me a message on the blog. Supposedly write from WordPress. “Dear lady, please transfer all of your blog over to Nobody is reading your blog at all because you’re stuck on! – You idiot.”

so if I’m that much of an idiot, why am I supposed to be able to transfer all of my blog through your witty and simple instructions, over to Of course that’s going to be very easy to do. Especially since I can’t even figure out how to fix my margins, so that I can see the updates sign anymore. Angry_Mob_by_Sinister_Starfeesh

HOW THE HELL DO I TRANSFER MY BLOG OVER TO WORDPRESS. COM? The good fairies are just going to come over and fly it over?…Fairy_Transformation_by_Zikes

And also that’s another thing; what happened to update? The little sign on your page that lets you update when you type? I mean, that’s supposed to be there, right? Or wrong? So how I update this stupid thing? When there’s no update? So you went and changed something else on this dumb thing and didn’t tell me, as usual.

That’s what I get for having a free blog on WordPress. It’s kind of like having only extended basic service on cable TV; you can watch all those channels, but believe me if you’ve watched TV lately, you know that there’s absolutely nothing on.’re not going to be able to get anything watchable, until you upgrade to a couple of movie channels. – And pay extra.

The last time they actually wrote any good TV shows, was when they had that huge flood of science fiction shows on all the channels. That was it. And I’m not going to count all the stupid “lost” episodes. Do you remember the way they ended that show? COP OUT!  That was an absolute copout. That’s the way you get out of not knowing what the fuck to do with your ending; kill everybody off. No, Shakespeare did not do that because he was a good writer, he did that because it was the fashion. You’re not getting away with that excuse.TV writers have no relationship whatsoever to Shakespeare.

and let’s not forget the latest fiasco of that wonderful series called “MAD MEN”. Did that sucker end or not? I can’t tell. They’re not making any more. But they did not say that! Or at least not when I was watching. So I don’t know whether it’s off or not. But it is off. Ended.and there wasn’t even any ENDING. Unless the ending was supposed to be, that the main madman went off into the sunset, drinking his little alcoholic butt to oblivion. That’s not much of an ending. And  that show was definitely not “days of Wine and roses”. It was all about very risqué old-fashioned underwear and women’s girdles, and nylons, and how women were supposed to be just sex objects in the office. and men really really liked it.

Aww, the good old days!! when men were men, and they drank lots of liquor and didn’t worry about their livers.

that’s been happening a lot on TV; TV series that end without a boom, or a notice that they’re ending. So you’re up in the air, and asking your neighbors, or your friends, “say, is that show over? Or are they just haggling about wages again? And they’re always late getting the episodes out say, about a whole year?  and is Dr. who over?cause I don’t see any new episodes of that either?

“Boy do I miss the TARDIS. It Looks just like that out- house we used to have in the back.”

now let’s keep complaining and not slack off. All right, I’m going to complain about something political;HEY THERE!MR..PRESIDENT!. PRESIDENT OBAMA! Do you have any excuse for THROWING ALL  THOSE PEOPLE  OFF  OF MEDICARE  PART D WHO TAKE PSYCHIATRIC MEDICATION?    (DARLING? Sweetie?)

You think we’re all going to be very well supplied by our LOCAL mental health Department and state government?and that all those schizophrenic and psychotic people, including the ones who are dangerously criminal, criminals, on psychiatric medicine are just going to be taken care of by the local mental health department because they have plenty of funds ? And the state governments are going to be able to medicate all those dangerously psychotic, and often homeless, schizophrenics, because all the state governments have so much money?


you know that  one of them already got that Sen. in the head with a bullet. So does Pres. Obama think that he is completely protected and immune from getting one also from a very very crazy psychotic person off their medication? The medication that president Obama himself decided to stop? Because it cost too much money? And he wants to put all that money into Obama care, so you have to pay thousands and thousands of dollars for your deductible or else you can’t use it? Isn’t that intelligent?

so let’s go on with our not slacking off complaint; if president Obama should get hit in the head by a bullet from a very crazy person or a very overly political person (not much difference),WHO IS he going to blame? Is he going to blame our local mental health Department, because they didn’t have to enough money to give the poor person medication? Is he going to complain about our state government because they didn’t have enough money for mental health?

No, president Obama from his sick bed, while his brain is embedded with a couple of bullets, is going to have to complain about his own program, where he decided to cut all of that psychiatric medicine out of Medicare part D. And that’s the truth.

WHY? There’s no reason a lot of our senior citizens are not particularly un – crazy themselves.after all, president Obama has really inflamed seniors in every corner of our country, by cutting $700 billion out of their Medicare. If that’s not enough to make somebody crazy, I don’t know what is.after all, my age is about 67, and I am actually riddled with neurological antidepressant medication, or else I go crazy, go down to the local gun store, buy a whole bunch of handguns and rifles, and ammunition, get a little training from the National Rifle Association, and jump on a bus to Washington DC.

who says the elderly are jovial and mature? I say they are not jovial and mature. You should see some of the people in Eugene Oregon – a lot less mature than perhaps Hades. I have known and talk to or tried to talk to, so the extremely monstrously extreme left-wing liberals, in Eugene, who have ranted and raved horrendously, so badly, that I think president Obama should start worrying now. And those were middle-aged or elderly people.

They still had a lot of steam left in them. I know that those people happen to be very angry about the extreme non-left-wing stances that president Obama has been taking, (according to them anyhow) and if you cut off their medication, they’re probably going to take the next flying saucer, gray rabbit bus, or volkswagen bus to Washington DC, and probably shoot your head off. – If you can manage to get away from one of your Hawaiian  vacations with your wife and kiddies, or failed foreign visits, and actually BE in Washington DC.minding the business.

(did you know that Hitler actually invented the Volkswagen bus? (The “People’s car”?)and I’m sure that he also approved of the Mercedes-Benz.)”that German engineering.”

I forgot, Obama; you don’t really mind the business, you actually REINVENT all the LAWS of the federal government in the country. That’s what your true job is. And you also REINVENT the Constitution of the United States. I guess that is a pretty big job. That’s why when people look on the map of the world, for the United States of America, they can’t find it anymore. It’s listed as OBAMAVILLE.

the funny thing is, I just looked up some history, of 1776. The basic reasons that the colonists revolted against Britain and went to war, were the following: Taxation without representation, by Britain.the British were taxing the colonists to death. Also, if you were a colonist, you had no rights, you could be hauled away, to prison or what ever, without any trial or jury. No phone call. It was legal.thank God that could never happen now.

(Raisins, snicker snicker.) Plenty of raisins.

it is true,that suddenly I feel lighthearted and light shouldered, because there are no burdens and worries and stress on my shoulders now that I have written this great and wonderful blog episode. It really does make you feel free and better, to get all those worries off your mind, and transfer them onto everybody else on the web.

that is, until I get plenty of visits from the FBI and CIA, if I can manage to get them to read this blog, because they now think that, as a senior citizen I am extremely dangerous. DARN. and the last time the FBI visited me, they sent really big, tall, heavy duty young guys, with scowls on their faces. all over some ranting and raving on the web, where people usually rant and rave and nobody takes it seriously.but somehow, these great agents missed out completely on all signs of the forthcoming Boston bombing. Tsk tsk. What a bad day to miss.

After all, nobody’s reading my blog!that’s what I get for Instead can never get any real terrorists on here, reading it, to make any comments.

but who cares, all that matters is, now I feel good. And relaxed. That must be the real secret of writing a blog it makes YOU feel better, never mind the people who read or don’t read it. They’re not the main purpose of it after all. :)    

(   :)   Signing off, Sandramina, in Whoville homeless village, Eugene, OR,  kicking homeless people in the shins, stepping on their dogs’ paws, and raiding their bottles of “Boone’s Farm Apple-Cherry Wine”. I am such a MEAN old lady, I still want my Medicare part D!!  Why should I let Obamacare have it?? He’s still getting bribes from insurance-companies to screw the public. And THAT is a lotta dough.  $$$$$$$$) …





I was on the telephone, with my friend Ronni, who lives in Portland, when I was reading a copy of “Northwest Boomer and senior newsletter”. My eyes lit on the meeting at the Eugene city library, February 23rd, 2 PM, that said “why are there few black people in Oregon? A secret history.” And that was what their meeting was about. “It looks like you’re not supposed to be here, and you don’t exist,” I said to my friend who  is black. “According to this, there aren’t any of you in Oregon. Only white people.”_ohdeargodno__by_Sinister_Starfeesh

“who the hell said that?” Replied my friend, very irritated;” so I don’t exist? And the rest of my friends don’t either? Who the hell do these people think they are? A secret history? What are they blabbing about?” “I know what they’re going to talk about,” I replied. “They’re going to tell about how the University of Oregon was founded by members of the Klu Klux Klan; and that Oregon was terribly racist and had lots of Klu Klux Klan members here, OH! – – And the reason why there are not huge numbers of black people here (the way they are supposed to be) is because we’re still very racist in Oregon, and the university is still really racist. I also saw these people’s video on YouTube, describing how segregated the very old university was.”creat08.gifdemon makefacesgy

my friends laughing, very loud, resounded in my ear; “oh my, that is absolutely hysterical! Like all those black organizations at the University, don’t exist? And all the black student body especially during the 60s, didn’t exist?  I guess that would leave out affirmative-action also;and all those African American political groups that were so active and involved in the University. And I guess the African-American PROFESSORS in the college don’t exist either?”lightninghitsterb231lightninghitsterb231

“Yes, and I guess the African-American studies programs don’t exist either.  Wow! I guess these people in this group are running on hallucinatory mushrooms or something. Gee,Ronni,I guess you don’t exist after all!how you feel about that? At least you don’t have to pay taxes I guess, ha ha ha ha ha!”we laughed for a couple of more was really a gas, what this “very discriminated against group” was agitating about.chasevulturestor17

What were they agitating about? THE PAST.the old and ancient past of Oregon, where there truly were Klu Klux Klan operating, and lots of members that were here. But, Oregon was typical among quite a few states in the United States that had very active Ku Klux Klan and segregation of black people.there was no mention in the propaganda of this meeting, about all the other states at that time in history who had even more active Klu Klux Klan, especially in the deep South.for some reason, this group had decided that little old OREGON, and the University of Oregon, were far worse than any of the other southern states, as far as discrimination of black people, and that’s why there were so few black people in Oregon. We were absolutely still racist to the edge.makefacesgy

I did call up this group, later on, to try and find out just exactly what its motives were, as to digging up the old past and skewering Oregon and the University with it. Just what were it’s motives anyway? I mean,  history is one thing and it’s a good thing to read up on it. But as far as saying that “there are so few black people in Oregon, because it has such a horrible racist past, and it’s still racist and bad bad bad!” – – And deliberately not mentioning how racist the other states were, except for this one.poophorskngt

And that title was really misleading; “why are there so few black people in Oregon?” – Because of the very racist and Ku Klux Klan past in this state? Except that, all of that was completely gone. Vanished into the past. Oregon was one of the most liberal and left-wing and Democrats, and pro-ethnic diversity states and universities in the whole United States. so it was a little odd that they were accusing a very liberal left wing and Democrat state, of being anti-black?buttmad209

I talked to the leader of the group, but I still couldn’t get any real answers. What was the reason for dredging all this up, and smearing Oregon with it? The only thing I could get out of them was, “Oregon is still completely racist, against black people, and all their disgusting past has to be dug up and exhibited to everybody.” I had to admit that it really did exist in history. But why, oh, why, was it to blame for tons of black people not coming here en masse, to enjoy the rain, freezing cold weather, snow, hail, and lots of GLOOM that they would absolutely just love instead of California or Miami?famlap97.gifkaostorm

so according to this group, the only thing that kept so many black people from flocking here, to enjoy all the snow and snow storms, frozen streets, broken pipes, rain, sleet, months of GLOOM without sunshine, was that nasty old Oregon and the also nasty University of Oregon, had such a bad nasty naughty anti-black person past. And that was still going on! Oh my oh my!lumineux.gifhairscared BOOM_chtiiik_booom_CHIIK_by_Pixelisto

I had never thought about that before; was it really obvious that African American people just love all that nasty lovely wet and cold weather,and it seemed they wanted to come here in large groups and settle?among all the hippies? And all the unemployed and homeless? With the very high jobless rate, unemployment, and complete lack of jobs?and all the white trash? And the huge abundant amount of working poor? And they really longed to pay high prices for food, never see the sunshine all winter, watch their gardens get destroyed by super slugs, never be able to raise tomatoes instead of accidentally raising lots of banana slugs instead?l gunsshootinglove ove13

You know Black people just LOVE BANANA SLUGS; better than corn-bread.I  had ignored  all these facts.icon_confused  makefacesgy

It just really never occurred to me before. I guess I had been blocking it out. And the fact that I had African American friends, here Kept me from realizing just how much all the other Black folk in California, and warmer climates were being kept  From moving here, and getting used to all that wonderful freezing weather we had. It just never occurred to me, DARN! I didn’t really want to think that they too, desired to get up in the morning, put on huge fluffy coats, and shovel out 6 feet of snow hindering their cars and blocking their, skidding  all over the icy black freezing highways, ending up in snowbanks, having to be pulled out by American automobile Association tow trucks.fuckyeahseakingplz

To think that we were somehow keeping them from this paradise. Tsk tsk.#2fridaythe13th

I suppose they were tiring of lovely and warm, exotic and special Louisiana and St. Louis by now; and that they wanted so much to dessert all their family, and move here to this strange wonderful and not exotic or lovely, but somewhat green, state.not to mention all the great restaurants and cooking and FOOD. After all, Oregon has such great restaurants, full of vegetarianism, raw food, odd food, fast food. The South just couldn’t hold a candle with its Paul Prudomme, Cajun and Creole cooking, crawfish and seafood. Sigh. Corn bread, fried chicken, and other yummy yummys of the South, well, they were getting so tired of that – – they wanted to rough it in Oregon and go to Carl’s Junior instead.glompunch

I talked to some of my other friends about this, and they thought I was crazy.”why in hell would African-Americans want to move to Oregon in large groups? What the heck for? There wasn’t any employment, the welfare was all gone as or no food stamps here either. The government saw to that.” I guess they were just itching to compete with all that lower white trash here, for welfare and stuff like that? Sure, I’m sure they were. It was just our terrible discriminating segregating anti-black person past that was holding them back.superduper2angry

“I don’t think that a lot of my friends would want to dessert meat,  barbecue, and go all vegan instead,” one of my African-American acquaintances,” sure, I like greens; but nothing but Greens, and no MEAT? In favor of “all organic vegetables”, macrobiotic diets, brown rice and veggie-burgers?? Your town is pretty low-down on food, if you ask me.”Gluten-free diets”?  No bread??” He did some colorful language here, and I had to chuckle.”Damn, your town is taken over by YUPPIES!! “he continued.”Those self-important, “save the world instead of the U.S.”-type, who think it makes them Queen of the May to save all of Africa?!! OH, YEAH, I’d just LOVE to live among those snot-noses!!  Not to mention–“he lowered his voice-“You got the whole population of GAY SAN FRANCISCO THERE!! SHIT, MAN. ”   “Not really your cup of tea,then?” I replied. “No, I’ll pass on that. heh heh.”  I had forgotten that he really liked WOMEN. And that did not include lesbian women. ghostgrabfood2!cid_FF78CA367CF44289B18E48B1FA797710@DorothyHP

It appeared that a few of my African-American friends had no desire to move to Eugene, or Lane County, or even visit here. “You got nothing there, honey. Those organic-range-chicken-eggs aren’t enough reason.”  “Not the small organic boutique farms either?”  “Boutique “organic” small farms, a good reason to not live there or go there. Not in my budget, Sandramina!”secretlaugh

 And I had to agree that the COOKING HERE could not hold up to the Southern parts of the United States. Eugene Oregon thought that CUP-CAKES or TOFU were the be all and end all of cuisine; did I mention they have cake made out of BEETS HERE? _slamhead__revamp_by_Synfull  makefacesgymore2leatherface

No wonder my diet was working so well; hm…”beet-cake” was not so alluring to the palate.dighole

“I am not surprised you’re losing some weight, “said Ronni, from Portland.”Yeah, cake made of beets just somehow misses out compared to black bottom pie. mud pie. or black-bottom cupcakes. Or even Oreos.  Sheet.” She then invited me to come up some time to Portland. cause she still knew old-time good cooking, and was pretty handy with an oven or a skillet. “Want me to bring anything?” I asked. “Just your appetite, sugar, “and she laughed that hearty laugh of hers. What was such a really good cook, doing in PORTLAND? The hipster city was lucky to have her. aanother1love02

What were the few black people doing in Oregon? Just unlucky I guess. They just were not aware of how racist Oregon and the university of Oregon was, nasty, segregationist, and heavily into that vanished KKK that used to be, and no longer was.  UH…that is, “Why Are there so few black people in Oregon?”-group was well into it , being obsessed by it. The rest of us could easily live without it. 

I was heavily into fried chicken myself.   :)  _piethrow__by_de_Motemakefacesgyfry

(Sincerely, Sandraminda, in racist and liberal-left–wing Democrat Eugene Oregon, home of “beet-cake” and other lovely organic tidbits. )  > :O    GAG!!!makefacesgy



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(ASIAN lion and tiger ritual dances)

there it was,right on the good old RG; “Eugene city Council decrees sick leave for all jobs!” And when they say decree, they really mean it.we citizens of Lane County and Eugene, Oregon, cannot vote on this; we have a dictatorship fully, for local government.  ballonanbasket2!cid_E0F2784AEF7F428B83A2BA1366A95181@DorothyHP

 now, our local government council, had decreed that all businesses in Eugene and this County have to give their employees sick leave. If they don’t, they will be thrown into a dark, underground dungeon, in chains, for the rest of their lives, and worst of all, they will get all their property taxes increased triple fold.  bettermichaelmyersstab

“I think you’re exaggerating about that, “said Caroline to me, “I don’t think they actually throw them in dungeons, until they send the police around to pick them up.”2facepalm “Well,” I said ,reading the paper, “it says here they also decided to declare world peace, among all the nations, end all wars, declare peace between Palestine and Israel, and stop all rockets automatically.” I looked at Caroline seriously; “I didn’t know that Eugene Oregon Council had drones! Isn’t that a little radical even for this town?”rocketmen

there seem to be a hubbub out on the streets; Caroline was looking out the window, at the street parade of officials and soldiers that were going to all the houses; “I read about this”, she said, “they’re going from house to house, making sure that there are no employees here who are not getting sick leave from their company now.” Somebody knocked on my door very loudly; “do you have any employees, people, in their who require sick leave?” Somebody yelled through the door in an official voice.”everybody here is a bum or a senior who’s retired on pennies.” I replied, yelling through the door in return. “There are no working people here!”the sound of clomping boots told us that they were going away to the next house.warjeepdiejeeplaser

despite all the  hubbub, we decided to go to that corner supermarket, that was kind of a discount, not so expensive but really expensive, food store outlet, and missed seeing our usual checkout person; “where is Marianne?” I asked the manager. He looked  bad tempered; “she insisted on taking two weeks of sick leave, on the new law, and I had to let her go!” He replied. “I can’t afford to give an employee a week or two weeks worth of sick leave and keep them here!”  _parachute__by_MenInASuitcase

Carolina helped me get my groceries that we left. I saw one of the usual cabs, taxis go by, and it made me think; “how the hell are the taxi companies going to give all those employees sick leave?”.Caroline and I looked at each other ;”they can’t possibly do that, and still keep the cab company running!” Gasped Caroline. “I know about those Companies, they barely run on a shoestring!_pillowfight__by_MenInASuitcase And the drivers keep long hours night in day, just to make a living. But how the hell is the cab company like that, that’s barely making it, going to give all their employees sick leave?” We still looked at each other.the milk was getting warm. “How do they do it now?” I asked her. “Well,” replied Carolyn pensively, “sometimes they can get insurance, well they work, and sometimes they can’t. But usually if they don’t work, they don’t get PAID.”Bots_by_daniesque (1).(just like everybody else who works in Oregon.)

 Caroline’s car broke down, and we had to take a cab ; on the ride, we noticed that the cab driver had some guy in a suit, very spiffy looking, sitting right next to him in the front seat. “Uh…” I  tried to talk to the cab driver,” is this your partner?” The cab driver looked kind of worried. “No,” he replied, “this is one of the attorneys that the cab companies have hired, who are going to sue Eugene Council and the County,for forcing unenforceable, legally,sick leave commandments on all the cab companies.” “this is only ONE of their attorneys?” “Yes, I’m getting him to his hotel, where all the rest of the attorneys from out of town, are being put up, before they have the big legal suit in court.” Replied the cab driver.  Bathtub_Wagon_Of_Doom_by_Soulnova

this was absolutely getting ridiculous; Lane County and the city of Eugene was now being commanded by the Council,to force all the businesses to give their employees sick leave. And all the businesses were getting together, apparently, to sue the council, the County and the city of Eugene! There was gonna be a lot of feathers flying!Caroline and I felt like we were in a Eugene Oregon World War III.auto_wos20.giftinycar

during the next couple days, Caroline got her car fixed again, and when we went out, for anything, to go to Dairy Queen and suck up ice cream, we noticed the huge amount of well dressed, men, in business suits,even Armani.they were everywhere. I tapped some kid on a bicycle, at her intersection, on the shoulder, and said “what’s with all the Armani suits in town? Is the state legislature vacationing here?” anotherflyingmombackand forth stor14

“No,” giggled the kid, “with all that expensive designer cloth,againsuperman (1) can’t you tell those are imported attorneys? they’re all here, issued by the Better Business Bureau of Eugene and County, to sue all of the government, including the Council, for everything they’ve got.” “Don’t tell me,” I sighed, “they’re suing over this stupid new commandment from Charlton Heston, that says all the businesses are forced to have sick leave, and also world peace. I’m a little doubtful about the world peace part; how many drones do they have any way parked in their garages? Is there a certain money allotment by the Council, for drones?” I knew they were around, I saw one whizzing through the air, on its little quest.  anotherflyingmombackand forth stor14

what was it little quest? During the next few days, we saw them, all through the hot summer air, flying everywhere,DRONES! Even the drones looked like they were wearing Armani!”oh, God,” I said to my next-door neighbor,” are those stupid things DANGEROUS?Bear_love_fish_by_MixedMilkChOcOlate What are they doing with them?” My next-door neighbor sighed,  tired of the situation already;” well, what I hear, is that all of those drones are being used by both sides,to wipe out the enemy;” I looked at her unevenly. “Yes, that means the attorneys have their drones, going after the city Council and the officials of the County, and the council has their own drones, going after all the attorneys! I guess we’re at war.”#2fridaythe13th

embattled and cornered, during the next week, everybody was huddled in their homes, trying to avoid getting hit by an accidental drone; and it happened, tooanotherflyingmombackand forth stor14even programmed drones are not perfect about what their target is. arhh

“This is so god damn dumb,” said Caroline grumbling,_ohdeargodno__by_Sinister_Starfeesh while we sat in front of the TV,_tunes__REVAMP_by_KimRaiFan with a couple bottles of vodka,tvon2!cid_CDA07B31CEE84B9F9E0FFC68CCE7886A@DorothyHP “here we are in World War III over, the city council declaring WORLD PEACE!happygreeceflag Plus, they’re forcing sick leave on all the businesses, and now we have troops of attorneys, clomping in here, suing the Council and the city and the county over it!” wowwowowwmonth0307Caroline looked really tired of it all; “and all the local employees, are all getting fired by their businesses; I don’t think it’s going to be that easy for Marianne to find another job.

“”yes,” I said in return, slurping down some vodka, and squishing a lemon in my mouth;” plus the UN representative, the  Dali Lama, mother Theresa’s representative,  and PEACE – WHALES,An_elegant_walrus_by_ichadoggi the whale saving organization, is here to make sure that nobody on the coast line, of Oregon, fools around With the local swimming mammals.” whale_buddy_by_silentdoveanotherflyingmombackand forth stor14“They better make sure there are no Japanese around, sharpening their sushi knives.” Grumbled Carolyn” I hear that whale can taste pretty good, if you know how to fix it.” That was a nauseating remark by itself.neither one of us liked sushi that much.chef

Of course, knowing the local government of Lane County, and the city of Eugene, our wonderful leaders had decided to ignore reality completely, and were completely convinced that they could control everything, and everyone, activate world peace, with lots of DRONES,anotherflyingmombackand forth stor14 and do anything they God damn blessed well wanted to!yakkkityyak2!cid_88AC88045F9D401695B4594887EE4568@DorothyHP

I knew their next project was to enable all the council members to walk on_ut3_hoverboard_blue__by_crula water, at the coastline in Florence_silversurfer__by_MenInASuitcase and it was going to be some kindheroesflyingthroughtheair!cid_20130424025215_13092maild0@gmx of stupid event.I made sure that I already had an appointment in my date book. walking on water was supposed to be reserved for Jesus Christ,_leosguard___edit__by_MrM4tty and to realize that the city Council and LANE COUNTY2ndflyingguyact08 had decided they could do the same thing, what word shall I use? – – Overwhelmingly nauseating and disgusting. I wondered who their drug dealer was anotherwonderfuldrugdeal stor01 who got them such good meth and superduper – grade heroin,b278100686fa02f8c779e2626006b33e for them to get in that condition.Rainbow_Happy__Or_Crazy_by_LemonARTs (1)

but, WORLD PEACE?rocketmen They can’t even get PEACE in this town! bonklersnor can they command on their Royal highness’s butts, to force requirements on any businesses that happen to be left in this County and city! Oh, By the Way,the businesses, they’re all MOVING AWAY!  BOOM_chtiiik_booom_CHIIK_by_Pixelisto

“situation normal; all fucked up!”– –(Sandraminadotty, in hot,droned Eugene, city of Fools.) :)





(art done by temporary paid for Oregon artist, ain’t it crude?)

OKAY, it’s too hot this evening, to go along with this political satire, and discuss the wonderful notions of the big fat little teeny R G, and all the media beating down violently on Israel, for wanting to stay alive, and not be bombed out of existence by Hamas and Arabs terrorists. So I’m going to post this little message, so I can get you ready for the regular run-of-the-mill harassing and ranting, and I’m going to go have a whole lot of ice cream or seven up; because Eugene is really hot dried out and running for records with the drought of California!( my few, huge trees are dying.)  cute-octopus-emoticons-pb-14

in fact before I discuss the fantastic chutzpah, of the regular media in the world, for deciding that Israel has no right to exist, I want to give a shout out, to the local huge synagogue, Beth Israel, better known as TBI in Eugene. I don’t go there, because I’m not really Reconstructionist; I’m not liberal anymore, so I’m just a neo–con,however, this synagogue has plastered its big fat face all over the RG, saying that it supported a Palestinian state in Israel. Hot CHA! _vulcan__REVISED_by_GreenStarrySkies

or, at least they had the main Rabbi come out and he flapped his gums in that direction.I’m not saying that some of the congregation people, are not really nice people, they are. However I’m really reluctant to fly under the flag of a Rabbi, who threatens the existence of Israel itself, by siding with Arab terrorists. That leaves me out! Sorry!   :)  _ILIKEHOTGIRLS__by_crula




(Here I am back again, not in any better temper. It’s morning, and I just dropped my cell phone on the floor, being nervous, or getting old, and it smashed into 1 million pieces. Should I go over to my neighbor, to use their phone?I don’t think the next door one is at home; and I don’t know them.I used to know them, but they moved away, and the guy can’t sell this stupid house because it’s right on River Road – – as are all of the houses on River Road.)HO_YES__by_Sinister_Starfeesh

so I decide to get on the Internet, and I’m going to buy a WALL PHONE. It cannot get dropped, it can’t get off-the-wall. It cannot be lost the way I lose it all the time. It’s still on the wall. And it’s directly connected to the phone outlet, not a little electrical stand. It. Wonderful. AT&T. I’ve had their phones before they are good.  phonecall2however, my friend Carolyn says I’m way behind the times; if you get a wall phone, and your electricity goes out your wall phone goes out also. Now the electricity in your house control every single thing in your house. It used to be you plug the phone into the wall, it was separate, and the electricity going out didn’t influence it. Now, we are so dependent on electricity even to communicate, on a phone, all they have to do is knock out the several big red, at a main junction, and we would all be helpless. _shakenet__by_kath602-d3i6z1b

of course, I could get another cell phone. Forget it. Or, I might have to also by a separate cell phone, from the wall phone. And that way if all the electricity goes out, I can still phone somewhere. Wonderful. And if I drop it, then I can’t do it. _annoyance__by_darkmoon3636

Did we used to have all these problems with our phones, many years ago? Were they all this FRAGILE? They needed electricity, you couldn’t drop one,?no, the old-fashioned phones, didn’t have any electricity, only moving parts., if you let one of them falll on the floor probably the floor would be broken not the phone.of course, they had to stay in one place in the house,, but they worked well, and if the electricity went out, they were still linked to the whole phone system.SIMPLE.  _talkingtowall__by_darkmoon3636

I seem to have read something recently, where they tried to explain about a Doris Day movie, because she had a party line, and had to share it with several other people. They all use the same phone connection. Finally, they each got their own phone number. But they thought that was earth shattering just to get their own phone number privately. Somewhere in there, finally came along the “princess phone” for your teenager that was pink. But it was still hooked to a phone line. 5fdb1338e2b3123c1ad4773d3d6dd83d-d4fg9wf

nowadays we don’t have to worry about having a cord attached to the phone, we can take it anywhere, and it’s fantastic isn’t it? Yes, because now you can get it stolen from you, or you leave it on a bus or cab, or you drop it, and these are expensive, and it breaks. Nobody’s going to fix it you have to get a new one. But of course it’s a huge improvement! I actually have a stupid, badly made, piece of shit  that if you drop it it is not even repairable!.and it’s very expensive.and if you somehow don’t have your cell phone anymore, there goes your telephone number. I don’t even know what to do in that case. _angry__by_CookiemagiK

but think about it; modern cell phones are all a HUGE IMPROVEMENT. And they are super FRAGILE. And they’re very very expensive. Our TEENAGERS have to show   us how to put an open cell phone back together.  hahasmug trash#2!cid_F7F8BBFF9CA1435EBF2B25C286A55002@DorothyHP

THAT must be it; the teens and kids grow up with it; we’re still twisting telephone cords.  love Angel!cid_20130424020056_13093maild0@gmx



it was true; I found that out by talking to a lot of Oregon activists, and organizations who already knew about it, and were getting censored from talking about it on the regular media of Oregon. The Oregon legislature and the Oregon Gov., were secretly selling thousands of acres of public Oregon land, forests and wilderness areas, big private lumber companies, and other big private companies, for millions of dollars. I already Knew That Ln., County was doing that and not letting us know; selling public land in keeping it secret. hysterical

But the actual Oregon legislature? And the Gov. himself? Apparently the last project was worth $3 million worth of public forests being sold to private lumber companies. It wasn’t going to end either. This was the future of Oregon; and this is the future of Oregon. No more public land, no more public forests or wilderness areas; the liberal Democrats in our government, made up all of our government, would be selling every single bit of PUBLIC FOREST LANDS private companies. Eventually, Oregonians would not own a single piece of public land anywhere, it would all be owned by private companies. wonderfulpaintingactiveemotes!cid_20130424024341_7854maild0@gmx

I didn’t believe it at first, I checked out all the facts and all the investigation sources; it turned out to be true anyway. So what I hell was I living in the great Pacific Northwest for anyway?Washington state everybody already knew, was being taxed to death. Now Oregon was going to be taxed to death – – and lose all of its public forests and wilderness! Why the hell was I not living in Utah? at least everything there would be owned by one private place; the MORMONS, and the MORMON CHURCH. And they admitted it! It wasn’t a secret, like it is in Oregon.   mobile

I’m starting to see that maybe Texas and other right-wing states, were starting to look a lot better. Well, maybe. But here I was in a very liberal Democrat states, and County, and both the state and the County were secretly selling off all the public lands to private companies, for cash, and not telling the public anything about it. Could the Republicans be any worse than that? Somehow I doubted it.but to find out that the liberal Democrats are exactly THE SAME, as the very worst greedy Republicans, does not feel good. Shit.1303945328_comiss__blue_tiger_by_kath602-d3eoj3z

(_Sandraminadotty, “if Oregon were wilderness for alll!!!”–and not just the rich.) _____________________________________________________________________________________________________…



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If there’s anything I like the best in summer, it is fresh corn; I wander down to my nearby, by car of course, huge warehouse discount supermarket, which doesn’t discount very far. I am going to buy some fresh corn, and eat it no matter how badly my diet screams.(no butter just salt.)c5d4cc92b23fb80f7a7c4347cbf7e962-d536mza

Carolyn has decided to go with me, because she is hungry for ice cream. In the box. And so we saunter, as well as someone can saunter who’s so big, through the entrance. But we are distracted from food, at the opening of the store, by some people who are taking donations and holding up signs.pixel-posse

“FEED POOR CENTRAL AMERICAN CHILDREN !” reads one of the signs.. And one of the volunteers holds up a picture of very poor looking, multiple little cute Latino kids, looking tremendously hungry; and with very bad feet having run so far across our borders. One of the kind people, taking donations, is trying to get shoppers to sign a petition to have these poor children automatically made American citizens, and housed and fed and paid for by the United States government._ILIKEHOTGIRLS__by_crula

“Gee, isn’t that horrible?” I said to Carolyn, pausing. “Those poor Central American kids got lost from all their parents, and accidentally ran right over our borders! Is that bad parenting or what? I bet they don’t even know their kids are missing yet.” I felt very sympathetic, and pulled out a couple pennies. Carolyn looked a little cynical, and shook her head. ___fight____by_forestsofazarath

“those kids were deliberately run over our border,” she said dryly, “as a big ploy to make everybody feel so sorry for them, that they’ll all adopt and keep those kids, and then that makes their parents eligible to come right over also, and automatically become citizens.. Pretty clever, but not very nice. I don’t think I’d do that to my kids, run them a lot of miles over a border, alone, into a strange country, and use them as pawns.bdc61e83aa20d8569dae555c7472a4b2

“if these kids had parents, which I actually doubt, what kind of a person would use his kid that way, as a weapon, into an unknown territory,like using a weapon in a political war? Very nice , if I must say so. Really really nice!” We decided to skip the donation, and just go in and donate some corn and ice cream to ourselves. God knows we had little enough money, and we were going to get taxed by the federal government, eventually, to cover the cost of all those little runners. – And everybody was going to feel sorry for them, but not for taxpayers.d8f34b8990d87270

As I pinched and poked a watermelon, I said to Carolyn, calmly “where are they putting all those kids anyway? Aren’t they taking over American territory, and buildings and areas to house them?” And Carolyn replied, pinching a cucumber, pinch pinch, “yes and some of the inhabitants are putting up a big protest, because they don’t want the kids, hundreds of them, in their region, so everybody has to take care of them.” love Special20c20dog.gifdogeatman

I replied, pinching a cauliflower, without much effect, “yeah, if you skip having kids, what right do they have, to send a whole bunch of them over the border, forcing you to go into motherhood mode, and become a mommy anyway?I deliberately didn’t have any kids, but now I’m getting forced to PAY for somebody else’s KIDS! Where does it say in the Constitution, that the government can give you KIDS, to take care of, when Planned roast_on_a_spitParenthood told you you didn’t have to? It’s not like I didn’t take all that birth control for a very good reason!”

“That’s been happening for years,” replied Carolyn, trying to pinch a carrot, and only getting her fingers bruised. “It’s called WELFARE. shared_cig.gifdopersYou’ve actually been supporting other people, and their kids, most of your working life, without any choice. That’s what happens when people have kids they can’t take care of; YOU GET TO PAY FOR THEM.. Don’t you know anything about how our country gets run? For Christ’s sake.” She looked for some softer carrots; maybe baby carrots?begging_emote_by_mirz123-d599cqk 

OOPS, that was the wrong thing to call a carrot;a cute little baby! All THOSE dear poor cute little baby carrots!SO CUTE, I  even hate to eat them, in their little plastic baggie! Problem is, those cute darling little baby carrots are so EXPENSIVE. Ditto those cute little baby ILLEGAL immigrants, running their cute little feet it here, forcing us to take care of them, because we are such a nice, sweet, kind, sympathetic American- Patsys.Carrot_man

That’s us, the kind,sweet, caring,  sympathetic.and BROKE Americans! Taking care of everybody else’s kids except our own! That makes sense. We are the schnooks of the continent !!The kind,soft, push-over Amerikanskis!!! We’ll adopt anyone’s kids and babies, import poor Russian babies,toddlers, Korean little darlings, and Chinese dimpled little angels!! (How many does Angelina Jolie have now?Maybe she could use some Spanish-prattling– dinky-cerveza– snorters?  Unless she’s snobby about South American diseases.)pigsanemotesImageProxyfunsupermarketcart

“Hmm..” I paused before the  freezers of cheapo ice milk,and ice cream with hydrogenated palm oil,motor oil,and coconut stearate with potassium;(gotta read those ingredients, son!!They might slip you some chile peppers in your dehydrated, non-hypoterated, chlorine-free, hydroplasticized imitation flavor deluxe ice cream!!) “Do you want Jalapenos in your cookies & cream,Caroline?It’s a new flavor.Says here, it gives you extra energy.”  “Crap, no!!”she replied.”I have enough problems with IBS NOW!!”_fart__by_Servialavelineofunderland_support_sign_by_sugarislife28-d59a9edwowmorelazydroolpuke

We finally exited the super-duper-whole-sale-/retail-discount-day-old, rejected-produce market, dragging our big American tails behind us. “Crud,. I hate ice milk,” said Caroline,as we got into her used, non-braking, ten-yr.-old-pus-laden Ford Eldorado compact, which some uncle had sold her.(The brakes did work, sometimes.)”Come home with  me,”I said, “and I’ll get out the old blender,and make you some home-made,non-fat-dry-milk-diet ice cream,:”I said, “with Splenda and sugar twin,and it’ll still taste better than that slop”.gy.gifmakeface

Getting our broke, used, 2nd and 3rd rate selves home, and not running into any trains, we got some ice cubes,and started to really cook.(I mean, freeze.)”Sorry about the broken screen door,”I said, “I don’t have any dough to fix it.;the taxes were  higher this year.”We got the used, 20-yr.-old-blender to crank out some softy goo,and set it in the freezer to firm up.:”NO hagen daz this year?” I shook my head.”Even Vogue magazine is down to this,:”I showed her the thin slip of magazine.:”I think Conde Nast is running on food stamps and rations by now. That is the umpteenth big company to almost go broke.I can’t count em all.”_sick__currently_me_by_de_Mote crutchesinv

We sat down to watch the news, on my 25-yr.old Sony tv, which was turning it’s TUBE green now.”I have to go and get a used tv, at St. Vincent De Paul,”I apologized, while we slurped the frozen delight.”When I get more $$, I can fix that broken back window,too.”  “Better fix it before winter,”slurped Caroline,”Your heat will all run out of the house!!”  “No big deal,”I replied,”I can’t pay for heating anyhow!!Nothing to leak out the window!”teevee

“I’m sorry about the leaky smoke,from the car,”said Caroline,”I don’t have a muffler on the car anymore.” “Don’t feel bad,”I said, watching the tv news turn green.”At least you HAVE a car. ”  “For now,till the cops catch me,ha ha.”auto_wos20.giftinycar

No one should watch FOX News, of course, cause they were reporting that the central american army had run captured, imprisoned kiddies over our borders,and they were all slave-traffic- orphans, from orphanages,that had been taken over by the army,and used as TOOLS. Not only that, a lot of them had typhoid, cholera, and a couple of other very contagious diseases,and the staff caring for them was down and sick now.”Wow,” I said, to Caroline,” Does that mean we all get diseased and really sick? Can’t they just wash them? I don’t have my typhoid shots!!”  “Oh, oh, shit, that was clever!!” replied Caroline, stricken.”Just run diseases on kids, over the borders,and we all go to hell!!:”doreetyes2ndjasonkills

 “OH,OH, it also says they are hiding shipments of heroin in their–er–parts that kids aren’t supposed to use yet. (???)What do you call little mules?Muletitas?Burretas? or Burritas? Buretitas? My Spanish is SPANGLISH, and my Porto-gues is non-existant.”  “At least those kids have JOBS,” sighed Caroline.”I wonder if I could get work with a drug cartel?  What do you have to do?I swallowed wierder stuff than that when I was a kid!”badtooth

The green screen tv continued to show the kids in the rooms, beds, dining rooms, they now had; there was their lunch break.”HEY!!” yelled Caroline suddenly.”Look!!Those kids have REAL ICE CREAM!! OH MY GOD!! FULL-FAT-CREAM and that’s a primo ice cream company!!”icecreamcone She drooled. “No hydrogenation,”she sighed.”How can you get so lucky?”  She looked at my broken screen door. busted window,.and realized her brakes on her car would not get her home this time.”Can I stay in your storage room?”  “Sure,” I replied, “Just pull out the used old plastic foam roll,. and yer home.”(No AC,. it’s still busted.)___i_don__t_know____worried_emoticon_by_classyretrogaga-d59a329stupidme2  mangapunksai

I turned off all the bad news, decided to call the free clinic, tommarow, and try to find out if I had had my typhoid and cholera shots; boy, did I get those? Oh, well, that’s globalization for you!!angryswear1018

NO BORDERS anymore, but how do we run over there, to central America, and get some jobs from THEM? They owe us, after all, if we have to baby-sit their little monsters, get their diseases,and THEY GET our best ice cream, doesn’t it work both ways? NO, I guess it never does; the taxes go TO THE fed. govt. and nothing comes out, unless it goes overseas. Or over the border. SHIT.banana-gun

I sure would like to rustle up a used, 2nd-rate, still- active neutron-bomb, or two,and declare war on South and Central America!! Just think, more war!!More war industry!!More soldier jobs!!Less broke guys on the streets,and instead,have those unemployed,  haunting the south land with arms and tanks!!Getting PAID finally again. betterabductionhanged empllamaballoonplzfuckyeahplz (1)pikachu_used_thundershock_by_joshr691-d2xiju4 (1) Dinner_NOW_by_Tesslar sumo _walk__by_Johninho

Oh, and guys; take those damn spic brats back with you!! Full fat ice cream instead!! Let em eat cheap ice cream like we do!! crowd

Have a nice summer,and a broke one!! :)  V for Victory!!_sandcastle__by_clairebearer    551acb7fa41af9a5af4188a478e374c6-d54uf9w–Maybe some day?!!sun

(Sandraminadotty, broke and hot in the dried out Eugene, Lane County Oregon :)   )

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There’s one way you can tell there’s a 65-yr.-old woman on the phone,from a traditional family of the U.S.A.,who had a traditional, dominating, narcicistic, angry, “wait-on-me-hand-and-foot”-dad. Who wanted her to have kids, (even if she didn’t  get married,) and give him grand-kids.

It’s my sister. bettermichaelmyersstab

And if she takes out time for herself, or spends money on herself, she feels guilty about it.

let me put it this way; it took me years and years of therapy to even cut out a little of that guilt, from myself. However, my sister took a partner, who was so much like our dad, that she never really got over it. To this day, although her partner has very very bad kidney dialysis, COPD with an oxygen tank, and is in a wheelchair, and never goes out of the house, my sister is still feeling guilty for spending any money on herself. Or, she feels guilty if she takes any time out for herself. befuddled

Now you women reading this, who are much younger,know why we women in the 60’s became feminists. That is the reason. So we didn’t have to feel guilty for doing anything for ourselves, instead of our mates,OR our kids. My sister and I, do not have any children nor did we get married. (My sister is not in a typical “union”. They have been together for more than 30 years but they’re not married.)   lovestoryof couple love08

but since my sister picked somebody whose personality was exactly like our dad’s, (the partner is even very large, and tall like our dad) she still feels all the female guilt that she tried to avoid by not getting legally married. She still waits on the partner, does anything for the partner, takes care of the partner, who is very disabled now (see above medical condition) and feels guilty if she spends any money on herself.she doesn’t hire anybody, ever, to come into the house, and take care of the partner so she can get out for a whole day or half of a day.for one thing, anybody costs $50 an hour, and she can’t find anybody else she trusts, who cost any less. (After all this is Northern California, which is the Beverly Hills of this part of the state.)

The only time she gets out of the house, is when they go driving, or when my sister goes to her club, which is way off in San Francisco.thank God she has a club and has friends in that club, so she has some kind of social life separate from her partner and the 24-hour a day schedule of caretaking that the partner needs.  funsupermarketcart

I’m not sure if I could ever dare say this to my sister’s face. I think I tried it once; “don’t you realize, Susie, that you got a partner who is exactly the same personality as our dad?” Silence. “No, what are you talking about? They’re not like that at all!” And of course denial is not a river in Egypt; we American women have sailed on it for many many years, and were not going to get on dry land anytime soon. shakingshaking act19

The 60s may have raised feminists, of which I was one and still am one, but the huge backlash destroyed any remnants of it. Younger women don’t like to admit they are feminists, they think it is a bad name. They think it is a bad idea!younger women in their 40s, I have learned,to very devotedly get married, and raise kids, and spend themselves mostly on that. If they work, many of them, it’s because they need the money for their kids, and their family(.Career-women may be different, but they still reject the “feminist” title.)  Puffin_free_avatar_by_ichadoggi

how unselfish of them! How wonderful and devoted of them!

But most of all, HOW STUPID OF THEM!.eekIMOattack horror04

I wish I could send this to my sister, and I am sending her a little sign, to put up on her wall that says “I DO NOT FEEL GUILTY!” That’s the least I can do. I’ve asked her before, why doesn’t she go to a therapist? When she got very very depressed, years ago she had to go to one, but all they did was try different antidepressants on her. They didn’t work. (That’s okay, they worked on me all right. They had to, I had PTSD so badly, from our family and my lifetime, if they didn’t work, I’d be dead by now. So when anybody ever says nasty evil stuff about antidepressants, you may quote me.)

at that time, I was still glad that I was depressed and fucked up rather than dead. _vulcan__REVISED_by_GreenStarrySkies

 I have to admit that I am not the only one in the universe or even the USA, who got very mentally ill, and had their life fucked up by it. I do feel sorry for those people who avoided thinking about the whole thing, never questioned WHY they’re miserably unhappy, and their life was a waste, but I’m not going to waste my time on them. They’re gonna have to figure it out for themselves. Because I sure had to.I had the therapist bills to prove it.  eager

but to get back to my sister, there is absolutely no way to tell somebody, who doesn’t want to hear it, that they married somebody exactly like their dad. Especially when their dad was a big ass hole. Excuse me, a big narcissistic ass hole. They don’t want to hear it, so their ears are not going to function. neutral-x

It’s like trying to tell all those people who voted for Obama, and I’m including Democrats and liberals especially,that he’s only a black thug from Chicago. And that’s all he ever was. And that’s why there wasn’t any real “hope and change”.that’s why China and the rest of the countries are all laughing at us now. I remember talking to somebody online, from another country, and they were laughing at me, and saying, “you guys put a black guy in the White House! Ha ha ha ha ha!” aww

well, it was that or Hillary Clinton. Don’t ask me which was worse.Not because she was a woman; because she was HILARY CLINTON!  arhh


And a liberal-shit also.But A BLACK THUG, JERK FROM CHICAGO?!!?  A black MALE gangster, from Chicago? Because the other Democrat candidate was FEMALE?    How FUCKED is that? Ask me why I’m not a Democrat.Ask me why I hate both parties.Because they’re both run by ONLY MEN.  blahblah

And since I was the sister who did NOT live with a narcisistic partner, like my sister did,or marry one,  a selfish, domineering, fat, lazy, jerk, just like our dad, I am not ever going to say,”hey, it’s wrong to be a feminist! It’s too extreme!!  It is selfish!! It ruins the American family and it ruins our kids! It’s too hard on men’s careers and egoes!!”- ._mooseskii__by_moosebots-d4pnwr7

I wish there had been real feminism and some choices other than getting married to a dominant, big, narcisistic ,selfish jerk, and having kids, for MY MOM.I  have the notion she didn’t want to get married either,and did not like being married,  but that was what women did during the 40’s and 50’s. The women only worked during WW2, and when the guys came home, they had to resume their REAL JOBS-.UGH. Not much choice then.   act13.gifbouncnuts

With all the lack of choices we all have; no choice about who, when,where,how,what we’re born into, cause the “so-called God” does not leave us ANY CHOICES about our own lives! The jerk DECIDES everything, and then throws us in it, with no “how-to” manual, or anything except”survive any way you can,” (and no choices about how unethically you might have to do it,)

—  when you finally get the chance to stop making the same, un-choice-mistake your mom made, you shut your eyes, stop thinking, and make the SAME DUMB MISTAKE she made, cause she wasn’t able to stop herself–you decide to do the exact same thing!! (without the license, & without the kids) and you never go to a shrink, and examine your behavior!  Probably because you’re afraid to!–an you never wake up, and leave that partner, either.–vampbat!cid_BAF9B3206FB645D7B97CDF1497CF10DE@DorothyHP vampire2

DOES  it make any sense, to skip one of the few choices you have, as a woman in the USA? You “marry” the exact same partner your MOM did? Even though you hate the guy she married? It makes we woman in the US,seem as  backward as a Muslim woman in Arabia, wearing a huge,covering scarf, or a “burka”, and only leaving  the house to travel outside in groups because assault against lone women is too common in Middle Eastern countries.  greyshakhed1435angryargu249vulturechasestor17

(How safe is it,for a woman to walk alone, in Eugene Oregon, at night, without carrying a gun? Men and criminals are the same everywhere. Except, here in Eugene, OR, you can still get a carry-license, if you’re female, and that makes the difference. A LOT of difference.!! ALL the difference.)  I know women who used to live in the Middle East, and they could never go anywhere alone, too unsafe. firegunkillsterb082

(I  also have it on expert authority, that male homo-sexuality in Arabic countries is very high.That also makes sense; men who debase women, rule them with fear & stiff laws, abuse them, and never see them or treat them as equals are not likely  to relate to them as sexual partners very well either,) _spins__by_elicoronel16

Never mind about cute little Japanese men; as sexist as they are, Muslim men make the Japs seem 10 feet tall.. “Mooshie-mooshie!” :)  hahasmug

But back to my subject at hand; my otherwise, fairly liberated in behavior,. sister, who still has the selfish lazy, fat partner,and now waits on them hand and foot 24 hrs. a day, cause they’re “disabled.” Her partner is lucky they’re not in a rest home instead, getting treated like shit, like all the other sick dialysis patients, who take their chances on that unkind care.wowmorelazy

This person is so lucky they have my sister, cause lots of other partners would dump them, tell them to get their fat asses out once in a while, do their doctor-ordered-exercises, eat the food they don;t like, and do the stuff they have to do, to get stronger and become more independent to take more care of themselves.Cause even copd, dialysis patients have to force themselves to eat, to get strong, do their excercises, and start taking more care of themselves. redface

The rest of us who have rotten ruined feet,arthritic, hammer-toed feet,.  still do the dishes, take care of their cat, go out and do (some things) get depressed,.and have to call up a friend,or help, and get themselves out of it.  catrub

And determindedly TRY NOT TO FEEL SO SORRY- FUCKING- FOR OURSELVES. Those Jews in Israel are getting bombed,and their teen-agers murdered by Muslim terrorists.OK? And many people in Oregon are homeless, live under bridges,and under bushes,and cannot come in, in bad freezing weather. My best friend in Michigan is disabled,and she does the dishes, cooks dinner cleans the house, does the bills, helps her husband,and has to go to doctors my sister’s partner never heard of. SHE never tried to smoke ciggerettes all her life,and she has COPD ANYHOW!! So it’s not even her fault!!  sheiscuteplz

LOTS OF PEOPLE IN THE WORLD are much worse off, than even copd, dialysis patients in the US. ;EVERYWHERE. WE ARE LUCKY. WE HAD MORE CHOICES. Yes, we did. Even we feminists. We did not have to weigh 500 or 400 lbs. most of our lives! nope.we did not have to smoke all our lives!! I am lucky, even with my bad rotten feet!!.. happycry…..

….So that’s my message for today; if you are a selfish, lazy, self-infatuated, narcissistic,. and totally uncaring person, about the rest of the world, I do not feel sorry for you, if you get sick. get COPD cause you smoked, and get dialysis, cause you kept smoking even after you had cancer(yeah, talk about being lucky!! the partner got over the cancer!!)–and then stuck it all on my unselfish, loving,and totally nice sister, who feels guilty about careing for herself. —while she takes care of that self-infatuated partner, 24 hrs. a day—go jump in the lake..  2angrymuchredpissed

BE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE, AMERICANS!! WE HAVE ONE OF THE BEST COUNTRIES ON EARTH! And if we let the fed. govt. and both political parties,and wall st. and the banks, screw it all up–it’s on our heads.  touchitit'sdead horror09

You have a choice about your life; and your health. And you have a choice about getting off your lazy jerk butts,and keeping this country for your fellow Americans. You, in Eugene, don;’t have to let Mayor Kitty and the commissioners,and the fucking local govts. and Lane county leaders, fuck you around. THIS IS YOUR TOWN!! THIS IS YOUR COUNTY!! betterbutterfly _flove__by_upsguy1997-d4usja0

AND if you married the wrong person,and you have a rotten marriage, guess what?This is not the middle east,this is a country where you can wake up, dump the kids,and leave the jerk. YOU can make the choices. _typer__revamp_by_madb0y

YOU can do something about Eugene and Lane county govts.!! DO NOT TELL ME, “you can’t beat City Hall”!! This is the country that was made famous for beating our govt. with a very big stick!! Take it from an old lady,since my sister refuses to listen to any advice, YOU STILL HAVE A CHANCE. YOU can dump Mayor Piercy!!  You’re not married-at-the-hip to her!!YOU can dump- our local Eugene and Lane county govt.!! YOU can stop developers from killing Oregon and killing all the trees!!treeeatsfruitgraphics-fruit-998496

If I am still alive,and bitching, after my rotten, dangerous,and diseased life, the rest of you still have plenty of choices.And not just about your spouse, either; the city, the county, and your god damned state. If there’s still hope for me,and my sister,and her selfish partner, there’s still hope for Oregon,& the real Oregonians in her. _fuckthis__by_crakaemotes

If I’m still alive, after all these years, there sure is hope for you. >:)  Just get off your butts, and DO IT. punch

(Sandramindadotty, in Eugene, Oregon, looking for her cat, and now that it’s dawn, going to bed,and telling the rest of Oregon to wake up too!! It’s not too late!! If it’s not too late for me, watch what you ALL CAN still do here!!)  :)   :(   )love Angel!cid_20130424020056_13093maild0@gmx

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Ahem – – – let me put it straight.I have had a bad life; I have had a rotten life that was a complete waste, not of my own fault. I had a lot of “PROBLEMS” that ate up my entire life, namely, lots of mental illness, alcoholism, and simply being sick. So I know what really bad trouble is. The really bad trouble is getting old, like I am now, and remembering all of it constantly in PTSD form; also being haunted by it in old age.

so I don’t like to have people screw me around.and if they try it, I let them know in screaming yelling and rampaging until they get it. Got it?

I’m like anybody I want to save money on my Internet bill; so I signed up for this Comcast internet for, basically, $111 for Internet , and the cable TV package I have now. All for about hundred and $11 a month, for 12 months! Sounds good doesn’t it?  tvon2!cid_CDA07B31CEE84B9F9E0FFC68CCE7886A@DorothyHP

It became drastic in no time at all. They came they set it up, they charge me $35 for it, and then they also sent me the box for the self installation in charge me $15. (I have to send back the $15 do-it-yourself box.)

About this time, they tell me what my new Comcast e-mail is; and it’s wrong. Then they change it and tell me a different one. But when I try to login with it, to my e-mail on the Comcast site, it doesn’t work. It doesn’t work for a whole week! act13.gifbumpcrazy

A WEEK! I call them up and e-mail them and chat with them, and call them and call them and get dumped off the line by them.and they tell me it’s my fault, MY FAULT, I can’t get the e-mail open. I even reset my chrome browser and screw up my DI VX viewer. The extensions won’t work anymore! Great. All because the e-mail is screwed up, they never installed it in the first place when I got the new account!

I ended up calling this guy, one of the usual idiots, and I started to scream and scream and yell at him, and tell him I was going to do dump the whole Comcast! ALL OF IT! Even the TV package!

That seem to get through to them. A really angry customer threatening to cut them off and not pay for it! Why should I pay for it, they fucked it up so much, they didn’t manage to ever set up the e-mail! And they lied to me and lied to me about it!  rant

believe me, I spent an entire week, e-mailing them, chatting with them, e-mailing them again, calling them up over 20 times and having them tell me I’m wrong, and constantly hang up on me!

Hey Comcast! If I have any choice about it I would rather pay a high price for Internet, that ever had anything to do with you again! Even if it was FREE! I would dump my cable TV, and although I can’t get satellite TV, I would seriously consider putting up a big fat antenna, IF they manage to keep broadcast TV.

I am so sick of BAD, ROTTEN, WASTEFUL, idiotic, and expensive, ROTTEN TECHNOLOGY! exploding2!cid_ECC3C28C17584121AEC5639837D26800@DorothyHP

While I am sitting here waiting for those geniuses to figure out that I don’t have any e-mail and they never set it up, and they  are still lying to me all this time, I’m finally deciding that it won’t be a bad thing for all of us to run out of oil. Run out of electricity, gas, and lots of that energy. In fact, I’m waiting for it! I can hardly wait.

WHY? Because, all of the huge gasoline, and technology, and Internet, and computer, and all of that, companies and corporations, are already so corrupt and nonfunctional filled with junk, why the hell should we keep them?

WHY? GIVE ME a good reason we should keep it all.  fierystor02

In the first place like I said above it doesn’t work anymore! All of the gasoline is giving women, breast cancer! And that comment from somebody in the newspaper, who drove all over Oregon and the coast, for a lot of miles everywhere, and did not see any BIRDS. NO BIRDS. What does that tell you? NO BEES.bigflyingbat Zaphy_RAWR_by_ManiacalMuffinanimated_icon___cute_lizard_by_keigenx-d4tyer6

Do you think nature is trying to tell you something? That all the sensitive creatures are dying off first, and we’re going to be next? I know you don’t care about it but, get ready to expect you really think you can’t live without your cell phone, or your mobile computer, or your hand job computer, or all of that stuff?wowwowowwmonth0307 freakoutstor18

I’m sitting here waiting for my e-mail to get fixed by Comcast; which there probably never going to do or they’re going to blame it on me. I could do without the Internet, after that. And if I need a wheelchair ever, because my feet keep getting bad, I can develop my arm muscles, instead of my electric muscles.eekIMOattack horror04

I’m an old person, and I take a lot of medicine, and I probably would not be able to live, in the case that all of that got.cut off. But I’ll tell you something, it might be a lot better for all you young people. And the rest of the world, just for your peace and quiet. – –

If all of the so-called technology, just came to a dead STOP. harlemshake

especially you, Comcast, you are really rotten to the core.

(Sandraminadotty, using a dictation program, which means I’m not even typing that much. But I suppose I’d have to wouldn’t I? Oh wait there wouldn’t be any computers to type on! I would have to go back to a manual typewriter! Boy, I used to use one of those when I was very young, those big old ones made out of steel or iron. But they were beautiful. But now I’ve got arthritis, I don’t give a shit I’m going to die anyway. Grumble grumble grumble.) In Eugene Oregon!  ) :)  .Driving_school_by_Kath602.auto_wos6.giftwocarsemoticon-transport-001.gifwobbltaxi2heo124.gifpigcarsmferrari.giflilredcar10608.gifredhotrod auto_wos20.giftinycar BOOM_chtiiik_booom_CHIIK_by_Pixelisto_ut3_hoverboard_blue__by_crula  wosautos132.gifredblupimpracecar  ghostrider ambulance wosautos111.gifredpimpvolks wosautos118.gifpimpgreencar wosautos119.gifpurplpimpcar wosautos121.gifredpimptruck wosautos124.gifoldhumpcar





it was July almost, in Eugene everyone was preparing for the fourth. However, it’s been increasingly hard to have a summer here, because we have such changes in the weather, you don’t know when it’s going to rain or shine – – and that is in June! Just the end of June, and there’s no way you can prepare to have a picnic or any outdoor event, because it will probably rain on it!.

I watched some of the younger girls trying to wear sundresses, and have to resort to raincoats and umbrellas; it was no fun for University of Oregon coeds, who had to nix the shorts, and haul out the rain boots instead. As for the small farmers, this was supposed to be there month to have tons and tons of heat and sun, and make those crops bounce out of the earth.

It wasn’t happening.I had quit trying to garden here myself, because one July all of my squash  went to mold, because all of July became overcast, foggy, and cold and damp. About 30 years ago, we had excellent gardening and farming weather here; it rained all winter and fall and spring, and then in late summer and fall, we used to have very hot weather, lots of sun, and all the crops and flowers burst right out of the ground.

however over the years, the weather that was so great for gardening and farming in Eugene and this County, lost all of its strength. It became overcast, all the time with no Sun. Not only that during the winter and fall there never was enough rain anymore. So we had double trouble; not enough water anymore, and then in the summer not enough sun and just can’t garden or farm in a place with that combination!.

I saw my former shrink, at a beading and jewelry fair, (which mercifully was with a roof overhead) and asked him if he was still trying to garden. He looked aggravated, and said “I have wasted so much seed, plants, and materials trying to grow something!” “So what are you going to do? Doesn’t it get expensive?” I asked. “Thank God I’m not a professional farmer here,” he groaned. “I’d be bankrupt! I can’t afford to keep trying.” I replied, “that’s why I quit trying to garden here. If something grows on my place, its on its own. Like I have wild roses in the front, and I have no idea how they are managing! If I had planted them they would’ve been dead by now. Chuckle chuckle.”

I continued, “I noticed that a lot of people have flowers in the spring, but I don’t know how they do it.” “It looks like we’re having summer in may, instead of July,  now,” he answered in return.” I guess we had our summer early!and now July is resorting to fall, with all this rain!” I shook my head; I really couldn’t figure out the world climate change anymore as it related to Eugene, and how it had ruined one of the best gardening and farming areas around. Even my dad wouldn’t have been able to garden here now. Well, maybe he would he was a genius. Even genius has its limits.

My friend gestured towards a family, that was looking over at a beading table,; “I know those people, they are local small organic farmers. They’re just about ready to lose their mortgage on their farm.” I gasped; “is it getting that bad here? I didn’t realize it. The newspaper always has all this cheerful stuff, –About the farmers market, and how well all the organic farms are doing here.”

And my friend answered, still looking at the family, “I think it’s a lot of bluffing.” He answered grimly. “Some of them are doing okay, maybe the very old ones who know how to advertise, etc. But some of these new organic people expected really good weather here all the time, and now that summer is completely CONFUSED, comes   in May or April, and leaves in July to usher in fall  early, maybe they’ll have to resort to greenhouses or hydroponics.” I whispered to him, “PSST– why are they here then? What are they doing?”

“They told me before,” he answered sadly, “they’re thinking of selling the farm before they lose the mortgage, if they can, even though they take a huge loss, and going into some other trade that doesn’t get clobbered by the weather.” That would account for that little farm family going through all the beading and jewelry displays, looking around a lot. “I don’t really know how mortgages work,” I replied. “Can you sell your mortgage even though you’re going to lose it?”

“I’m not too up on that myself,” he answered. “Supposedly Obama and his mortgage support is supposed to help people like that, but they haven’t been able to get it.” “Aren’t those the very people that mortgage help from Obama is supposed to help in the first place? How come they can’t get it?” I asked puzzled. “Do you know anybody else lately, whose tried to refinance their mortgage? Or tried to get help with it?” “Only my sister and her partner, who are being told they don’t have high enough income to refinance.” He nodded, “that’s exactly it; you can’t refinance or get help for your mortgage, you don’t have a big enough income. That’s what they want, people with huge income! The insurance companies want BIG EARNERS! Not a poor little farm families who were about to lose it!”

I really was completely puzzled now; and my former therapist didn’t look too happy, but he was supposed to be a liberal and very in favor of Obama. He probably voted for him twice. “I don’t understand,” I said “I thought the whole point of “hope and change” in the Obama campaign, was really to have everybody’s CHANGE for the better! Not to put all the taxes up for all the working class people I know,, and refuse help to farmers who are losing their mortgage!”

my friend still didn’t look very happy. Imagine that, in Oregon, an unhappy liberal!”well,” I decided to end the conversation,and go look for cheap beads, “you can’t blame this on the Republicans, can you? Can you blame it on us “neo-cons”? We are all for supporting farmers. I mean, look at how all the Republicans AND DEMOCRATS, padded all those huge farming bills, in the past, to pay farmers for not farming? And putting all that pork belly, in all those farming bills?you can’t say that they didn’t pad all those farmers, for all those years, to not farm and not produce food? Ha ha. And now it really is true, the small farmers here, CAN’T PRODUCE FOOD, because of the damn weather change? and the food they do produce is overwhelmingly expensive organic?” I was getting a little impatient I wanted to go look for cheap pearls.

My liberal friend was getting a little hot under his therapist collar; “there’s nothing wrong with farmer subsidizing, those subsidizing farmers Bill! All of those Americans who have businesses, and farms, and healthcare, all have a right to get lots of help from the government! That’s what it’s there for to help everybody with everything!” We were getting into a fighting stance.

“Maybe that’s why I am a “neo-con”,” I said dryly. “I think most of us are getting a little tired of asking the government to do EVERYTHING. It’s kind of hard to pay for that.” I grinned.”I still don’t eat any organic produce or food,” I remarked, “I can barely. afford to go to cheapo Win-Co nonorganic monster airplane hangar supermarket for the poor. All of us are decidedly eating junk food, cheap hamburgers, once in a while, just so we can afford to eat!!!WHO is eating all this expensive organic food?” I looked at him.

“I get it,” I continued; “it’s all these rich yuppies, specially from California, and they’re eating all the organic food and paying a fortune for it. And trying to get us to do the same thing. I’m afraid that won’t wash here; everybody’s not rich – liberals, and organic crazy–extremists. Some of us just have to eat ORDINARY old food, that’s all we can afford.” I paused. “After all,some of us here are still native Oregonians, and that means we’re not rich.”

I decided to leave my friend, with a parting shot “maybe you should ask your organic farming friends to go ask the government again, and tell Obama they will gladly work for the NSA, or homeland security, or what ever the government secret jobs here are, in Oregon. That’s where all the money is anyhow, for jobs; in the government.”I retreated, off to the Pearl tables, before he could mouth off a reply.

Imagine getting   the last word in  with your ex-therapist!  The  weather was sill lousy, the sky still over-cast, and the new July still entering Fall , and the fed. govt. was still a bloated,tottering,  Humpty-Dumpty-on-the-wall-going-to-fall,  and regular food still cost a fortune, but what was the REAL DICTIONARY MEANING of the word “organic”?

 Did it mean “pure food not grown with additives or being a GMO”?  Did “organic” mean, “pure as the driven snow”?   So all that is organic  is BLESSED  BY GOD? NO, it seems to mean “Fashionable, yuppie” and  most of all, losing your farm-mortgage to damaged and confused Oregon summer weather, and deciding  to trade in farming to go back to doing brokerage work for  hedge-funds!  Please don’t ask  me what the word “organic” means, that definition has become infested with LICE!   That and world climate change!!  TSK.TSK. They just don’t make words like  they used  :)

(Sandraminadotty. in Eugene, eating crappy cheap junk food , and passing those PURE TURNIPS  by!)  :)  ….

“IT’S THE END OF THE WORLD! WE CAN EAT BUTTER! – – In Eugene Oregon, even!”



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as usual,Carolyn and I were wasting time, trying not to go out, and eat full – fat ice cream with chocolate covering it. We were trying to lose weight as usual, and not being able to do it. We were on low-fat diets, high in fruits and vegetables, and water. Yes, WATER. Even though, for some reason, a guy on the radio said the other day that organic nutritionists have decided that water is “a living being”.

this being Eugene, I should not be surprised at weirdness. But somebody here saying that “water is a living being” is extremely radical. That means we can’t drink water. (???) We already can’t eat red meat or animals, or doughnuts, or spaghetti,or flesh, or fat, or sugar or wine or alcohol, or anything really really good.very fattening CHEESE. The type that so melting, and GUI.  Limburger cheese, although delectable, is also not allowed. And it’s not the stinky smell, it’s the FAT. Sigh.

but I caught a hint of a title, off of the time magazine for June 2014, when we went out to find some really delicious low-fat water, and it said something like “Butter is okay!” – – and I turned back on a dime, and grabbed the magazine. “Butter is okay?” I was shaking uncontrollably! The French were right after all! All those goodies were good for us, and we should be invaded by the French and taken over – – immediately!and they should bring all their butter with them!

Carolyn and I rapidly vacuum through the article, not bothering to buy the magazine, and it turns out that new research is saying that “saturated fat is not the reason people get fat.” I’ve known that for years; “lots of carbohydrates, starch, pasta, sugar and white sugar, and sweeteners and processed food are what make all of us fat.and all the high fructose corn syrup, does that, and all the diet “Snackwells” cookies, and all the diet cake and pie and low-fat cookies and goodies.”

in other words, tons of CALORIES, derived from sugars.

I could’ve told them that! As for an excess of sugar and starch making you fat, I also knew that years ago! So did Weight Watchers!as for red meat not being the culprit for heart attacks, I could’ve told them that also. My mom loved to cook roasts, either pork or beef, when I was a kid and they were fantastically delicious and good for you. And the fat was scrumptious! You just didn’t eat tons of it all the time. “Everything in moderation”, as the Swiss say..

 that’s one thing about Americans; they just don’t know what the word MODERATION means .if they find out something is bad, they do too much of it. And if they find out something is good they also do too much of it so it  later turns bad.(okay, have you noticed all the little miniature computers everywhere in people’s hands and purses, and wallets, cell phones,and every blooming place they can stick them? TOO MANY COMPUTERS!)

as we are gearing up, Carolyn and I, to find a good restaurant that has lots of red meat, and something buttery for dessert, I’m thinking to myself “one computer is okay; a dozen is too much.” One should be enough for anyone, unless you are a severe techie, and then they’re all going to rot your mind inside out eventually. Don’t laugh! In my past job, I saw a lot of computer wizards who made computer systems, wind up in mental institutions, halfway houses for the mentally insane, and places like that. And they didn’t get out of them either, usually.they also had a section of them, that tended to be extremely autistic, and an inability  to get along in the world with people.,

but I am distracting myself from the subject at hand; we had bought the RG newspaper, and we decided to go to a really great well-known steakhouse, that had fabulous desserts also. Pastries especially.we wanted to find out what was on TV later, so we could space out from all the wonderful calories. And there, on the cover of the daily newspaper, was the title “University of Oregon plans to split from state, and become private”. And in it, they said that yes, the university was pissed off at being stuck with this state of Oregon,, and had decided to go private, and ask for billions of dollars from Richie Rich investors. (That was the only way they could go private;become Harvard.)

Carolyn didn’t much care what ever they did, as long as they stayed away from her; as she applied steak sauce to her fabulously large, and rare steak, asperagras and baked potato, with butter, she remarked” I really don’t care if they go private; none of the Oregonians can go there anyway they’re too expensive. Go ahead and go private, and then Eugene and this County can charge them a ton of money for just sitting on our state, and every single service they buy from us. They can probably TAX the heck out of them; can’t they? A private school is really different than a state run and owned school.”

I myself was hitting a medium rare fabulous steak myself, with soy sauce (I’ll explain that one someday) and swooning over my baked potato with sour cream.who needs butter when you have sour cream?”there’s just one thing,” I said munching, crunching, and sloshing, “can they still use the name “University of Oregon” if they are NOT THE University of Oregon anymore? In other words, maybe they have to get a private name? Why should the state of Oregon let them have their old name? They’re not legally THE University of Oregon  if they go private!I bet the state could even make them pay a huge sum to keep the name.”

“I bet you would have to consult an attorney,”replied Carolyn in between ecstatic munching. “I really don’t know. Yeah, look it up if there’s any law on the web or just go ask some stupid damn attorney, if you can get one of them to talk in plain for the university wanting to go private, – –”

“– –you don’t seem too upset about it,” Carolyn said, sipping some water. “After all that’s your Alma  Mater.” I replied, “I’m not upset about it. I can always tell people later on, I went to a private school! Ha ha ha!” “– – When it wasn’t private,” giggled Carolyn happily. “Listen,” I said, “that place was so damn hippie run, and ultra terror – SDS – driven, and left-wing and revolting and rebelling, and throw in some more hippies, during the 60s,I never liked the place anyhow. The only good thing about it was the student union was nice, and they had bowling and table tennis in the basement. Oh, and the canoeing on the canal was really nice. Extra nice. And the pioneer cemetery was fabulous, we used to go there and do watercolor.”

In other words, the PHYSICAL PLACE was very nice. But as for the education? CRAP. It never got me a job in all my lifetime. I may as well have just gone out and worked right after high diff. “And I was never one of those top drawer superduper athletes they are paying for , now ,either.the only thing anybody cares about that university now, here, is their athletics – – PRO athletics. Win! WIN! WIN! Never mind how you play the game it’s whether you win or lose!” chop chop chop chop munch munch munch munch; “you can say that again, remarked a getting full Carolyn; “don’t bother to talk to me, if you’re a loser, ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha YUCK!”

Really, all that false idealistic truck and muck that people pretended was true..”you should marry for love, not money.” “The really important thing in life is your personal relationships.” And my  favorite, “money cannot buy happiness.” Which might be true, but it sure can put a long-term mortgage with extra frills on it! :)  :)

(SANDRAminadotty, and Caroline,raging out on red meat, sour cream on baked potato, and whipped cream and butter– pastry for dessert with a little bit of really really fat ice cream on it.)

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